Stay

I hid myself last week.
It’s almost second nature to hide, to pretend that I am invisible so as to protect myself.
Even when the door opened and smiles greeted me, I folded my arms; so cautious and oh so afraid to be rejected.

Today I wanted to run again.
However I stayed and tried to make some conversations.
I listened, smiled and was amused with the sharing of Monday blues.
After we parted ways, I felt the adult in me grow an inch.


Today, I stayed.

2 Comments

  1. Jo said,

    December 31, 2009 at 1:18 am

    hi dearie,
    :) that takes courage.

    and you can hide in God. He is our Refuge, our Shelter, strong Tower. ({Psalm 9, Psalm 46)

    love,
    jo

  2. bethellie said,

    January 9, 2010 at 11:59 pm

    :) Learning… sometimes I still hide from people. Truly it takes courage.


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