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I am so tempted to delete all my posts and start all over. The perfectionist in me speaks! Haha!

Lily from Gabe

Anyway, Gabe and I met up with Ps Victor and Kelly yesterday for our Taylor Johnson Temprement Analysis results. It was interesting to see both our graphs, first on how we perceive ourselves and next how we perceive each other. Gabe’s perception of me was incredible. It was almost the same as how I perceived myself. I’m blessed to have such a guy who knows me so well and to think that I thought he was forgetful and not really listening whenever I speak. :p I think I did quite alright with my perception of him too. Haha! Though it’s not quite similar but hey for a non-auditor, it’s a good attempt.

The conversation also revolved around some of the issues we faced as a couple, sharing of God’s hand upon my life – how Gabe and I got together, the incidents that happened along the way, the near misses etc. I was close to tears sometimes and I think if I were not at a public place, I would have cried my eyeballs out. (Ahh.. the vulnerable part of me) 

At the end of the night, I just felt very encouraged by the sharing of Ps Victor and Kelly and was a little less harder upon myself. My love and appreciation for Gabe also increased greatly, having known him more through the TJTA. I’m a blessed woman and dearly loved. Sometimes I wonder why he loves me – high maintenance, emotional and all - but he does and I’m grateful.

One last thing, I realized God loves me very very very much. I was dancing all inside last night when this revelation hit me. Yes, I know God loves me but yesterday, I realized He REALLY does love me and loves me a lot!

God is good even in the midst of all this craziness in my life.

I’m a REALLY blessed woman.