I’m just really wanting to go create some beauty this weekend – play around with the DSLR Camera, doodle some pictures with lots of colors, or maybe put together a scrap book – something spontaneous, something beautiful, something freeing, something creative.
My melancholy souls demands of it. I’ve been deprived of it for far too long.
I am so tempted to delete all my posts and start all over. The perfectionist in me speaks! Haha!
Lily from Gabe
Anyway, Gabe and I met up with Ps Victor and Kelly yesterday for our Taylor Johnson Temprement Analysis results. It was interesting to see both our graphs, first on how we perceive ourselves and next how we perceive each other. Gabe’s perception of me was incredible. It was almost the same as how I perceived myself. I’m blessed to have such a guy who knows me so well and to think that I thought he was forgetful and not really listening whenever I speak. :p I think I did quite alright with my perception of him too. Haha! Though it’s not quite similar but hey for a non-auditor, it’s a good attempt.
The conversation also revolved around some of the issues we faced as a couple, sharing of God’s hand upon my life – how Gabe and I got together, the incidents that happened along the way, the near misses etc. I was close to tears sometimes and I think if I were not at a public place, I would have cried my eyeballs out. (Ahh.. the vulnerable part of me)
You never gave up on me.
You stood Your ground when I faltered.
You smiled and that makes all the difference.
You make me wanna keep going
You make me wanna keep pushing through
You make me wanna sing and explore
Give me the strength to be myself
The strength to be who You made me to be
Grant me the courage to chase my dreams
The dreams You’ve written in my heart
You make me wanna keep going
You make me wanna keep pushing through
You make me wanna sing and explore
The Climb by Miley Cyrus
The struggles I’m facing
The chances I am taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no I’m not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going
Hold your head up high
Laugh that silvery laugh of yours
For you know how beloved you are
The tears are gone
They are but the days past
Even if they come
They never bring about the sting it once did
Remember the path you once tread
How you felt you’ll never make it
The many days of giving up
The dark days whereby you felt alone
The times when you scrap your knees upon the pavement
Bleeding, cold and lonely
Those are the days gone past
The sun seem brighter now
The clouds pink in shade
No longer dark and threatening
The wind gentle upon your skin
Bringing warmth instead of cold
Dear one
Throw your head back and laugh
For better days are ahead
More sure of the steps you take
There’s confidence glowing from you face
Finally you found out who you are
And to whom you belong
Finally the cold wind of adversity is blown away
Dear one
Throw your head back and laugh
For better days are ahead